| Location | Wellingborough |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Epilepsy |
| Date of Birth | 23/10/1988 |
| Date of Death | 01/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 6,679 since 05/10/2008 |
| Creator |
lauren was a 19yr old young lady who will be remembered by everyone who met her for the way she
filled a room up with noise she made with laughter or the smile on her beautifull face.she loved her
music and to dance though she rearley got out lately.lauren was sister to sidina whom she loved to
outdo at every turn ,to jake 7 she would love to both tease and spoil,soulmate to ashley her first
and last love,ian and pauline the daughter they never had as all of ashleys family accepted her as
one of ther own,granny weatherley will never forget her lolly lizzie legs,as we will not our own
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♥«´¨`•°lauren°•´¨`»♥
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I saw you standing at my grave
…but I’m still here
I saw you turn and say goodbye, you waved
…but I’m still here
I heard you call my name as you slept last night,
I felt your pain and fear and fright
…but I’m still here
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I heard you wonder how you’d cope alone
…but I’m still here
I heard you sob I heard you moan
…but I’m still here
I saw you as you held your head in your hands,
With the world still full of your time’s demands
…but I’m still here
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I held you in my arms today
…I’m still here
I felt your response because you knew there was a way
…I’m still here
I know you felt my hand as it brushed against your cheek,
I haven’t left your side, I’ve been here all week
…I’m still here
♥*•.
I have a new home where I now reside
…but I’m still here
Love is still the same from the ‘other side’
…and I’m still here
From time to time I’ll pop in and say hello,
I’m really sorry that I had to go
…but I’m still here
♥*•.
It’s my greatest wish that you live each day
…knowing I’m still here
Life must carry on and I know you’ll find a way
…knowing I’m still here
I promise one day, there’ll be an ease to the pain,
And I want you to begin to live your life again
…knowing I’m still here
♥*•.
You still have so much more of your life to live
…but I’m still here
Your beautiful soul has such a lot to give
…and I’m still here
Lots more dancing, singing and fun,
Parties to attend and things to be done
…and remember…I’m still here
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The Pit of Grief
The day my child died, I fell into the pit of grief. My friends watched me struggle through daily life; waiting for the person I once was to arise from the pit, not realizing 'she' is gone forever.
The pit is full of darkness, heartache and despair; it paralyzes your thoughts, movements and ability to ration. The pit leaves you forever changed, unable to surface the person you once were.
Some of my pre-grief friends gather around the top of the pit, waiting for the old me to appear before their eyes, not understanding what’s taking me so long to emerge. After all, in their eyes, I’ve been in the pit for quite sometime. Yet in my eyes, it seems as if I fell in only yesterday.
Not all of my pre-grief friends are gathered around the top of the pit. Some are helping me with the climb out of the darkness. They climb side by side with me from time to time, but mostly they climb ahead of me, waiting patiently at each plateau. Even with these friends I sometimes wonder if they are also waiting for the pre-grief me to magically appear before their eyes.
Then there are the casual acquaintances, you know the ones who say 'Hi, how are you?' when they really don't care or really want to know. These are the people who sigh in relief, that is my child who died and not theirs. You know ... the 'better them, than me' attitude.
My post-grief friends are the ones who climb with me, side by side, inch by inch, out of the pit of grief. They have no way of comparing the pit climbed to the pre-grief person I once was. You see, they started at the bottom of the pit with me. They are able to reassure me when I need reassurance, rest when I need resting, and encourage me to move forward when I don't have the strength. They have no expectations, no memories and no recollection of how I 'should' be. They want me to get better, to smile more often and find joy in life, but they also accepted the person I’ve become. The 'person' who is emerging from the pit.
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PRECIOUS ANGEL
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In my soul, there's a hole,
that can never be filled,
but in my heart there is hope
that you are with me still.
God knows i want to hold you,see you touch you.
And maybe there's a heaven
and one day i will again.
Please know your not forgotten until then.
In my heart,you live on.
Always there never gone.
Precious child, you left too soon.
Though it may be true that we're apart.
YOU WILL LEAVE FOREVER IN MY HEART
XXX
Through All Seasons
If the skies opened wide
Rain pouring down
Upon my weary spirit
I should always feel
Your spirit next to me
Drying the Tears of rain…
If the sun was beating
Down upon me
Scorching my skin
I should always feel
Your spirit next to me
Shading the heat of Grief…
If my heart was full
Of despair and panic
Filling me with anxiety
I should always feel
Your spirit next to me
Comforting my Loss of you…
If each season brought
A memory of you
To my sensitive heart and mind
I should always feel
Your spirit next to me
Living in light and love
Through the sentiments
Of my soul…
Thinking of you beautiful Lauren on your First Angel Day. Wishing your family, especially your Mum, comfort & Peace on such a difficult and sad anniversary. May it pass as gently as possible. God bless and lots of love to you all xxxx
i cant believe its been a year!!!! its not right they always take the good ones too early, i think of u all the time.i just dont know how 2 word it all but hope u no what i mean, miss n love ya loads babe xxxxx
hi durdur missing you lots
its beeen a hole year without you
its not the sames but atleast we all know that your safe in heaven you were such a joy to know so funny i miss you so much love ya sophie big hugs and kisses forever sophie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
love from rhys and kieron xxxxxxxxx
A gentle wind blew cross the land
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out my auntys name.
Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God an aunty was sent.
On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.
on your angel day miss you forever xxxxxxxxxx
If love could change the way things are
you would live forever and go so far
You'd know that I am always there
That I'll always love you, I'll always care
But love can't change the way things are
Or stop your pain or mend your scars
I hope that love can let you know
Not to give up or ever let go
Even when you're not in sight
You're in my thoughts day and night
Love is what will keep you there
And make me thankful for all we share
Come follow the Double Rainbows, Mama,
they will bring you right to me.
You should have known I’d never leave you, Mama,
without something beautiful to see.
I followed those Double Rainbows to my daughter,
lifeless, swollen and bruised. I was empty, tired
and heartbroken, lost, angry and confused.
As I drove in through those Double Rainbows, I tried
to push back the tears. While my mind searched through
my memories, my heart thought of the years; from your
tiny newborn face, to your grown up
worries and fears.
Why was God being so cruel?
Why was God being so unkind?
I knew in my heart that answer
I desperately needed to find.
Please don’t be angry with God Mama, you see
He took me by the hand. He never let me feel pain
or suffer, He never even let me land.
The only thing that comforted me, was the lightning and
the thunder, and those beautiful Double Rainbows
we always seemed to stay right under.
Something inside told me, with every crack
of the thunder, this had to be a message from my daughter,
My love, My little wonder.
Yes, it was me who sent the rainbows Mama, so that all of you
could see, just how beautiful it is in heaven, with God,
and that I was happy and my soul was free.
Now every time you see Rainbows Mama, you will always
be close to me. I’m waiting for those who loved me Mama,
so that we can always be happy in heaven with God,
For all eternity. love from lauren xxxxxxx
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